Dear 'ihya1347', >> I was wondering though, to what extent should practical workings play a part in magical development? To be honest, i dont think iv done a single ritual or working aimed towards a practical result since starting IIH, not counting the exercises in IIH. While you could say the results from those exercises are practical, the benefits seem to be almost side effects from the gradual rise of initiation. I know im not explaining this as best as I could, but it seems like im becoming more tuned in to how the universe works, and becoming more alert and aware. Also, it seems the more I progress with IIH the less I want to be able to do the host of things comonly listed as practical magick. << While EVERY exercise in IIH is practical, it really isn't until Step Three that the student begins applying what they've learned in a manner *commonly* recognized a magic (i.e., causing *external*, as opposed to *internal*, change). Steps One and Two are really what prepares the student for the rudimentary *practice*. And if you read ahead, you'll find that there are many more examples of practical application that the student is urged to experiment with. But first, the own self must be trained and transformed. Otherwise, how would one know what is worthwhile doing vis a vis, practical application of technique? >> The downside to this is that, especialy since im only at the tail end of the second step, ill be feeling like i could do something, but having no idea what to do. << Figuring out how to apply the techniques you learn from IIH is something that is left up to the student for good reason. Number one, it breeds self-reliance and number two, it demands that you use your creative imagination. This keeps you in the moment, so to speak, and makes for intuitive and spontaneous acts of magic, instead of mere "magical" theater. It means that you must *experiment* and this is one of the best methods of real learning and personal growth. >> So, what im trying to say, and failing repeatedly, is why? Why bother trying to do things like create fire in the material world? << That is a question that every magician must ask themselves . . . and answer for themselves. :) >> Or heres a scenario to think about, say decades pass, we all get very good at our magickings ( as im sure we all will :) ) and so does a large percentage of the population. Would it be right to affect the world on a large scale? go off somewhere and use magick to build a town, etc. Im sure everyone reading this can think of extreme examples of the widespread usage of magick. Perhaps the atitude of the world to magick would shift from disbelief to belief, maybe magick would even replace technology. However, even as I was writing that, I have the fealing that thats not what its all about, that refining our selves and progressing on our path are what we should be striving after. Or am I totally off base? << Bardon's path is about transforming the self, yet as one advances along this path, one comes to realize that 'self' is a vast thing, not limited to just the person. Ultimately, transforming one's self becomes a transformation of the whole, of all of Self. But that transformation of the greater whole is accomplished *only* through transformation of one's own self. In other words, you can't change the world if that is your goal. You can't make the world a better place unless you've first made your own self a better place. :) >> Iv been trying to type out why i feal that TMO is sperate from that class of magick concerned with real world effects, although i can see how it could easily be used for that. Best I can do is that its that and more, like using it also aids in spiritual development. No idea on how acurate that is ( or if i should even be talking about TMO here now that theres the TMO forum ) << The "external usefulness" of TMO is directly proportional to how much your practice of TMO has transformed you internally. Without the internal self-transformation inherent to the practice of TMO, it is fairly useless in so far as creating external change goes. It's really not until one has mastered Lesson Six, having to do with the manipulation of one's own consciousness, that the true power of TMO is unleashed. As we have learned in the TMO-Working Group, the more advanced forms of TMO are VERY capable of effecting change in the external environment. >> Guess I'll sneak this in here: I was thinking of documenting my experience learning TMO, i still have a long way to go, and it might benefit other people learning it if they can read a sort of day by day acount of someone trying to do the same,there thoughts on it, etc. Good idea? Bad idea? << I'd say, good idea. :) If you do write something along those lines, let me know and perhaps it will be appropriate for the new http://www.tmo-wg.net Library. My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 25 Nov 2003 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe