Dear Allen, >> Sometimes I think it is a wise idea to not encourage spiritual awakenings unless the how and why are fully comprehended. << You've raised an important point, especially in relation to Bardonism. When there is no understanding, no comprehension of what an experience means, then it is not a "spiritual awakening". Spiritual awakenings result from a *balanced* progression. Throughout Bardon's work he emphasized the need to a) start from the beginning and b) to progress evenly in all three areas of the human context. When one does not start at the beginning and/or when one progresses in one arena while neglecting the others, one will inevitably encounter experiences that defy comprehension. This leads to imbalance, misunderstanding and confusion -- all of which are the opposite of true initiation and spiritual awakening. Bardon's system is designed to give the student the tools necessary for understanding and the progression is structured in such a way that the student's experience doesn't out-pace their level of understanding. But this works only when the student sticks to the structure. When the student doesn't stick to the structure and, for example, starts performing exercises from advanced Steps, then a gap develops between their experience and their ability to understand those experiences. This causes imbalance, especially if the character transformation has been glossed over and the Astral Equilibrium of the Elements has not been attained. Initiation is not about having wild experiences that you don't understand. Without understanding, such experiences have no intrinsic value. My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 01 Feb 2004 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe