Dear Kurt, >> However, these feelings are new to me, so if anyone has any experience or ideas I would greatly appreciate them. << They're a mystery to me too! ;-) The only thing I can think to suggest that might help you to figure them out is to pursue the first three Lessons of the Self-Healing Archaeous audio series. My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 02 Aug 2004 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe