mad

[a student <arbiter@...>]

I had an interesting observation. When watching my thoughts, in Thought Control 
but even more so when waking up in the morning, I notice that the flowof 
thoughts, the contents of the stream, is rather insane. If I saw this in a film 
as another's stream of consciousness I might say "he's crazy". Asit is I am a 
bit more careful in judging... (Or should I be *less* careful?)

The steady flow, the incessant monkey chatter, seems to take the bigger part of 
the picture. I have my lucid moments through the day, like when talking to 
others and writing this for example. It's interesting how I can support a 
self-image as a basically sane being. Or let's say, a most of the time-sane 
being.

Mad Stu