Dear NB, I think the reason you're feeling your scars is because the nerves in your skin are being stimulated by the electrical charge you build during your meditations. This may even be an indication of healing in that the nerves severed during your operation are becoming active. However, carrying this electrical charge for extended periods of time could be unhealthy. I *strongly* suggest that you begin a practice of "grounding" yourself, before AND after each meditation exercise. Prior to meditating, connect yourself to the earth below and at the end (or even during) of your meditation, drain ALL of the *excess* energy/electrical charge into the earth below. The simplest way to do this is to imagine that you are a tree with roots that penetrate deeply into the earth below. Let your roots extend from the palms of your hands and the soles of your feet (just like in the Archaeous). These roots can be used to draw grounding-energy up from the earth OR to push energy down into the earth. The earth will gladly accept whatever energy you feed her and she will process it into a new form. Another method may be to immerse your hands in a bowl of cold water after your meditation and willfully discharge all of the excess energy into the cold, magnetic water. Be sure to pour the water down a drain or onto bare earth afterwards (i.e., don't consume it or feed it to a plant or animal). And finally, I suggest that you meditate about your scars, about your past surgery and all that it means/meant to you. In other words, follow your body's lead since it is bringing those scars to your attention in this way. Perhaps your body has something to tell you . . . In any event, it never hurts to pay this kind of attention to your body's signals. :) I've found it best, when my body does something I don't quite understand, to sit with it for a while and ask my body, "what's this about?" Invariably, an answer of some sort bubbles to the surface. :) When it turns out to be something within my conscious control, I take command and do what's needed. And if it's not something I can remedy in this way, I ask my body what *it* needs and then meet those needs to the best of my ability. My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 28 Feb 2003 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis