Manifestation

["persephone393" <persephone393@...>]

I have been working on manifesting a physical/tangible goal for a 
while now. About 6 months ago I used Bardons technique for Fluid 
condensers focusing on Earth element. I added blood and gold to the 
mixture. A month later I repeated the experiment.

I have been hoping for results but I RARELY think of the outcome or 
dwell on the details - like a good little magician. Also I have been 
doing what I can on the mundane level to allow the manifestation to 
come to me. 

I have been practicing magick for 5 years but I am new to FB's 
system, currently working through the first exercises. After using 
the Fluid condensers I have tried other magickal methods to manifest 
my goal (spells, candles, ceremonial ritual, santeria, enochian, 
prayer) one technique a month. Each step I have been careful not to 
feel frustrated about the goal or dwell on results. I quickly forget 
about the magickal act once I have performed it and go back to my 
mundane routine to achieve the goal. 

Now Im stuck and wondering what I am doing wrong. I am questioning my 
understanding of magick altogether.

Is there a way for a newbie to contact Divine Providence for guidance 
in this matter. 

Anyone have had a similar plateau?