Peter, Please rest assured that I am not splitting hairs or playing "Devil's Advocate" nor is my mind made up, so to speak. I think this is an important point because it is fundamental, and may color our future development. It is especially important because in this field as much as any, the danger of self-delusion is high. The principle in most religions seems to be that we are currently in a fallen or deviant states. In Christianity/Judaism, this is illustrated by the Fall; in Buddhism, by being caught up in illusion. I believe it is beginning to realize this in ourselves that brings us to the Work to begin with. I remember very clearly the moment that I decided not only was the way things were horribly wrong, but that I would actually do something about it. When the Israelites first went to the Holy Land, it was full of enemies. When Jesus came with new wine, he found old wineskins. The "order of creation" tells me (I say tells me because I do not know enough to clearly say this is objective; it might very well be subjective to me) of the way out. In the Qabala, they speak of the tzim-tzum- before God could create, He first had to create a space for creation. In Genesis, darkness precedes the day. Many alchemists speak of nigredo, blackening, as the first step. The Hebrew alphabet begins not with a consonant, but an Aleph. Before a word can be spoken, there must be silence. With my experiences with Bardon, this begins with "observation of thought." I have thought of this for a long time, but only recently have I been able to understand it. Without the *full* realization of this first step, everything that comes after is poisoned, useless, delusional. There are many scribes amd Pharisees around, both within and without. Mental chatter, the monkey, the incessant chattering of the mind is no less than one of the enemies of Israel, an illusionist, an idol maker. Biblically speaking, idolatry is one of the most dangerous and guarded acts of sin. The second commandment prohibits not simply the worship of false idols, but the *making* of them. We all know that for most people, mental chatter is common. But so was idolatry among the Israelites. mj