Dear Pierre Mikael, >> But finally, for me, when looking arround at the succession of events and determinisms - and I am still trapped in it- the most puzzling question is - God, this is completely crazy, on one hand you can experience Eternal Bliss, on the other hand you are in this limitted world. Why is it so ? << You answer your own question at the end -- "And finally, what I have left is no "plateau to reach", but deepening the experience and get more clarity at mental and emotional level. So that, I can feel the Unity also in my life." The "point" (I use that word reluctantly) is to bring the eternal *into* the temporal present moment. *That* is what transforms the present moment reality -- *because* it transforms your mundane self. In many respects, the "return" is more difficult and arduous for the mundane self than the "Crossing". It's not *just* ascension -- it's *also* the descent of what you ascended to. :) It's the cyclic spiral alluded to in the "Emerald Tablet of Hermes". http://www.ABardonCompanion.com/EmeraldTablet.html My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 07 Nov 2003 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe