Dear Jeremy, >> I would like to ask about ambition. Bardon mentions somewhere in steps 5-7 i think that the magician should by now have lost all ambition. I find this very strange and hard to accept. Why would he want the magician to lose all ambition, I mean, wouldn't that like make the magician pretty much a useless lump since he has no drive to succeed? << With just a little bit of careful consideration of his actual words, it is very clear what Bardon meant by "ambition": ============================== Step 8 Magic Psychic Training (VIII) 1. The Great Moment of Now ~ By now the magician's should be ennobled to such a degree that he is no longer capable of evil thoughts or of wishing anything bad to other people. A magician has got to be kind, obliging and willing to help at any time, to assist by word and deed, to act generously, considerately and discretely. He must be free from ambition, superciliousness and avoid any boasting. All such passions would be reflected in the akasha and, the akasha principle being analogous to harmony, akasha itself would certainly put the greatest obstacles in the magician's way to stop his further development, if not make it quite impossible. Any further rising in a case like that would be quite out of question. Step 10 Magic Mental Training (X) Looking back to his actual development, the magician will realize that he has already covered a good distance on the path of his perfection, even more than he had supposed to, but he has to know that all this is but the thin edge of a wedge. Meditating on the fact how much knowledge and experience he has still to store, he will bow in a spirit of great reverence in front of the Divine fount of Wisdom. There will be no more pride or ambition nor superciliousness, to say nothing of bad qualities in his heart, for the deeper he penetrates into God's workshop, the more humble and receptive he will become. ============================== My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 17 Dec 2003 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe