Tim...thanks for your response, but maybe I should clarify....I'm interested in knowing how I should deal with the presuppositions that have taken up residence in me because of my upbringing (I am a Baptist minister's son) and the modifications of these "assumptions" that I have accepted along the way. What is taboo in some religious disciplines is standard fare in others. I have difficulty believing that "what is true for me is true." If I am to ascertain "negative" and "positive" traits in soul mirror work, how do I deal with these presuppositions? Thanks.....John --- In BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com, "Tim" <timentwistle@h...> wrote: > Dear RM and all > > I like the question you posed, and it's one I considered myself in > years gone by before begining to working through IIH in earnest. > Though I have only been a Bardon practicioner for five months I feel > I have had the issue answered for me. > > During the five years since I began to call myself a magician I went > headlong and fearlessly (stupidly?)into all manner of practices > stopping short of direct evocation of 'demonic' entities - stuff that > would fall under the 'masculine' heading I guess. At times I have > felt that my sanity/life was on the line (especially whilst going > through some Enochian aethyrs, for example), but nevertheless I would > do it all again considering the results I obtained. > > However, ever since reading Bardon, everything I accomplished seemed > a little like cheating, since I was doing things on the back of > formulas (like the Middle Pillar formula, Lightning Flash, powerful > mantras, theurgy and so forth). These, in my opinion raise the self > to the necessary level for performing a task, but temporarily. And I > felt after operations that I had only got a 'slice' or taster of what > was there to experience. > > What I like about Bardon's method is that he begins with IIH - a > carefully set out program that if practiced in order and to the > letter enables the practicioner to accomplish magic by producing > everything needed from 'within' themselves at will any time any > place, and in a more comprehensive way than anything else I have ever > tried so far. > Personally, I find the practices from the start - 'controling' > thoughts, accumulation and balancing elements etc. to be quite active > or 'masculine' in their nature - and quite a buzz too. > > However, I still enjoy doing the 'bang-crash-wallop' stuff I have > always done too, and personally have no problem mixing the two. I > guess in conclusion, I must agree that the former does feel more > masculine to me too. But in reality it is only such at face value - > Bardon is equally 'active', but without the ceremony, at least to > begin with. > > So I hope I had added my pennies-worth in at least a fairly coherent > (if general) way - and hope others will add to or challenge this > perspective. > > T. > > --- In BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com, "Regulus Magus" > <RegulusMagus@h...> wrote: > > Good afternoon dear colleagues. > > > > For some time I have been thinking about the Feminine / Masculine > > axis of polarity and about Balance. I have hesitated to bring this > up > > for fear of causing offense where none is intended. Nevertheless a > > question not asked is wisdom forgone. So . . . > > > > It seems to me that Hermetics as described in IIH and as discussed > in > > this list is a little skewed towards the Feminine pole. Much of the > > emphasis is on meditation, passive observation of inner states, and > > learning "to be" in a higher sense of the concept. Although Bardon > > describes the actual doing of magick it doesn't seem to get as much > > emphasis as the more receptive exercises. Certainly on this list I > > don't read much about summoning power, casting spells, and making > > things happen out in the world - in other words, I don't hear much > > about the Masculine aspects of Hermetics. > > > > Is the focus of our discussions out of balance or (perhaps) is the > > focus deliberately skewed towards the Feminine to compensate for a > > culture that favors the Masculine? > > > > Sincerely, /RM/ > > > > P.S. Please note that I am talking about Feminine / Masculine in > the > > esoteric sense - I'm not referring to specific traits of female / > > male members of the human species.