Hi Stu! Let me contribute something to what you have said ... Actually I do come from another cultural part of the world (Europe, Switzerland) than you (most of you coming from USA I do asume?). And it is very very interesting to see - concerning hermetic path of Bardon - that there are in every cultural area some outstanding, extraordinary people, spiritual teachers of hermetics (which are somehow "available" 'publicly' more or less for the students). In the States for example, it is Rawn or William Mistele. Mistele does express his experiences rather in a poetical and very lively way. Rawn seems to me more a scientist ... really the most precise and clarifying magos I've ever "met". He embodies (besides other qualities of course)as a teacher above all the ability to create total clarity in an easy way. Just the one question I've asked and his answer brought about a really new quality for my path I did not even know before and I do feel grateful for. But the interesting thing here is - as far I can oversee it - that many students often have contact only to one such teacher alone, sometimes they do not even know that there exist other such persons in other cultural areas. In Europe, I 've met (personally) four such persons. One guy is called Tares and besides Hermetic of Bardon, he is working with Chinese Medicin acupuncture and Taoist Meditation. Through him, I learnt for the first time in this life, that a magos can be a person who is very balanced - expressing divine will-power and equally being a warm-hearted, compassionate and smiling person. Before meeting him, I honestly could not really *feel* what it means or culd mean to be *balanced* in a hermetic way( mentally assuming yes, but not sensing it enough imaginally!) Another person is a woman, sensitive and powerfull like a beautiful high priestess of Avalon (her speciality is kabbalah and the spirits) and still pure hearted and simple, lovely and humble in a positive way, being more a good friend than a guru-teacher. Another teacher worked as masseur and bath attendant (well, in the States he would have been some guy like in baywatch) and he is - also advanced in hermetic - a very clairvoyant person. I've never seen such sharp shining blue eyes. Finally, there is a very good teacher, 'brother' and friend of mine. He is somehow a mix between an Indian, tantric Yogin and spiritual warrior (he could be - in a symbolic way - an Jedi like Qui Gon, if they really existed). And there would also exist some advanced hermetics in Paris, France [creator of the sites www.urgaya.net], again quite different, which I do not know yet (and probably will never meet?). Everyone of those persons is like a magnet, joining lots of students as a spiritual kind of group which often are *not counsciously* connected or aware of other such persons and groups existing on Earth, following the same path. One good thing of knowing lots (at least some) of such advanced people is that you do not stick too much to one person alone. I mean, imagine for a moment, as a thought-experience, Rawn would dematerialise into other dimension now, -say- into highest perfection (smile), never coming back to this Earth again. Can you (within your imagination) hear the students sigh's sounding through the mental halls of this forum group; this kind of connected "psychic group- field community" existing somehow on an astral-mental plane? Of course, every kind of sticking or idolizing means psychologically that I do project some positive quality of myself (not yet counsciously developped) into another person, seeing it outside there first. This can help me to awaken the same qualitiy within myself in a individual manner according to my personality. Every good "sounding" and perceiving of such qualities in other persons means that the same qualities sleeping within me, wating for being awakened and living them in an authentic way by myself. Finally, those qualities or powers do also exist in Nature and in different "ordinary" people your meeting every day. Our aim is just to awaken those qualities in a balanced and broad way *within* us. So, good luck for this journey to everybody here! Feels good joining this group! A happy new year and much success and love Pat PS Forgot ... of course, as an end of our imagination (thought- experience), Rawn should return now from eternity back to us, so we do not let him there ... thanks for being here again still assisting us *smile*