Re: [BardonPraxis] digression..

[Woce <woce8@...>]

I think that every one here may have experienced such a
feeling, my friend ! a piece of solution consists in having
a look back to your deep motivations, the ones you had !
Then thinking at all the great matter and satisfaction this
studies lead to. As you are sending frequent posts a know a
little about your level, and I can tell you I am at the
state of vizualisation and get too the blues of studies !!!
I understood however that I need more time to meditate and
analyze what we are tought, while get on working daily on
Step 1. The main matter does not deal with the way how you
MUST - with intensity and quality - but how you FEEL, you
CONDIDER the whole work. I think that we are no more asked
to rationnaly or logically understand what we are doing,
but we have to let the feeling (a greater concept than
understanding that means analyze) be our guide. People who
are not according to me do express their opinion.
By the way I do not think you are no longer motivated, but
much more experience something new that needs a brand new
conception !

With frienly regards, Woce 


--- chenxsi <chenxsi@...> a écrit : 
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Hi.

These few days it seems as if i am feeling less and less
motivated to 
continue IIH...in fact, i seem to have lost interest in
everything! 
I've thought alot about why i've become like this, and it
appears 
that i no longer find it meaningful to do anything at all. 
For the 
past few weeks i've been living life like an aimless
zombie, not 
caring much about anything anymore.

Sometimes i do feel less spiritual, but this time, this is
serious! 

Although i find it meaningless to pursue IIH, i just felt
like i have 
to continue IIH just to find out the true meaning of doing
so.

Whatever the case, what exactly is the meaning of pursueing
knowledge 
and wisdom in general? What is the ultimate goal of doing
such 
things? And when you have achieved that goal, what next? Do
you go on 
and on forever? If this question never came to my mind in
the first 
place, i do not think i will be like this right now...




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