RE: [BardonPraxis] digression..

["Paul Condran" <paulcondran@...>]

Hello Chenxsi,

Rawn is right about being depressed, I find a lot has to do with the
modern society, especially if you live in a city. The country isn't as
bad because there seems to be less nervous tension around and its more
harmonious. 

Also working on emotional blocks and Soul mirror work can stir things
up. When I feel this way, for whatever reason, I got and find some of
those inspirational books, like Chicken Soup series or Warrior of Light
by Paulo Coelho and The Quiet Mind by White Eagle are good. 

I get them and open a random page, usually the passage is quite
relevant, or if it isn't it's the one on the other page ;-) 

We are born to grow and learn, life is about that and things change all
the time. Personally, I live to see the world become a better place. I
watched with amazement over the world uniting in protest against the
events the last few months. I believe we will see harmony grow.

Take care Chenxsi
Paul


-----Original Message-----
From: chenxsi [mailto:chenxsi@...] 
Sent: Sunday, June 08, 2003 7:28 AM
To: BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [BardonPraxis] digression..

Hi.

These few days it seems as if i am feeling less and less motivated to 
continue IIH...in fact, i seem to have lost interest in everything! 
I've thought alot about why i've become like this, and it appears 
that i no longer find it meaningful to do anything at all. For the 
past few weeks i've been living life like an aimless zombie, not 
caring much about anything anymore.

Sometimes i do feel less spiritual, but this time, this is serious! 

Although i find it meaningless to pursue IIH, i just felt like i have 
to continue IIH just to find out the true meaning of doing so.

Whatever the case, what exactly is the meaning of pursueing knowledge 
and wisdom in general? What is the ultimate goal of doing such 
things? And when you have achieved that goal, what next? Do you go on 
and on forever? If this question never came to my mind in the first 
place, i do not think i will be like this right now...





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