Dear S2: "Realizing that you are asleep is not only cardinal points of the 4th Way, but Hermetic philosophy and the philosophy of the ancient Greeks and Egyptians. The fact that most human beings are in a state of psychological sleep was not unknown by ancient philosophers. They taught that one had to die before they could be born. This was called the first death. The process of dying was the mystical process of transformation which was encouraged to take place before the death of the physical body, which would be the second death. The process of initiation, which is the elevation of spiritual consciousness, is actually a change of mind. In the Christian Gospels the word Metanoia is used which has been misinterpreted to mean Repent. But another translation means change. Actually what is needed is transformation. People make many changes in their lives, but actually transformation is a renewing process of the mind, which apparently many people hesitate to undergo. It requires a shift in consciousness and identity. "Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind". Robert A student <arbiter@...> wrote: Dear NB What you describe sounds to me like "realizing that you are asleep", one of the cardinal points of the 4-th way (Gurdjieff). To me it sounds like a fine, deep realization at that ;-) Personally I have been thinking about an other side of this coin. Magic seems to be very much about will. In the step I. exercises (and generally in IIH) you are always having the element of will present. You are either observing your stream of thoughts, stopping it altogether, focusing on a specific object, etc. You are always DOING something. Sometimes I find, to use your words, a "nice, sweet, mental", not SLEEP but REST. That is, I don't DO anything at all. First, I have to *try to not do* anything, but after a while, this seems to be a real not-doing. It is as if my thoughts, and after a while myself, ceased to exist. Life goes on, and I know it, but almost without me. Mind you, this state I only keep for short periods of time. My rationalization is that perhaps for some people this comes easy, while for more nervous temperaments (busy-bodies) this can be difficult thing. I wonder how relevant this Will-less state is in the Bardon system. It feels more like a Taoist kind of thing. S2 To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: BardonPraxis-unsubscribe@yahoogroups.com Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/ --------------------------------- Do you Yahoo!? Exclusive Video Premiere - Britney Spears [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]