Hello Martin, I like the way you've conceived of the exercise; I'm coming more to a similar way of thinking. I think that I have been trying to force it too much, and have ended up fighting myself in a lot of ways. I am finding that it is easier to focus on sensing the wish as if it were already present in the air/food, awaiting my attention, which is similar to what you said. As for my resistance: I'm thinking that it was more the way I was approaching the exercise than any deeper resistance that caused me to short-circuit my own efforts. I was wishing for openness or peace, but my efforts, due to the way I thought the exercise was supposed to be done, were causing me strain and tension. So I needed to find a better way to experience it. Thanks for sharing, you helped me crystallize my own thoughts. David