> I am curious as to what are peoples motivations for pursuing the > Hermetic path? I know my reason but am wondering what other peoples > reasons are. For my part, the reason to choose the Hermetic path was my desire to understand the world (the people, nature, what´s happening, just everything) and to retrieve that deep state of hapiness when "getting closer to God" (I don´t know how to express that in words). So I´ve always been a searcher, not satisfied with any dogmas, and at the beginnig things did not get further as I would have wished, and left me with an unfulfilled urge to hurry, but with time I met people that helped me, and a friend adviced me to get me Bardon´s books, ca. 10 years ago (I´m over 30 now) and things started moving. I´m from a moderate Christian background and it seems I had more luck than you (since you write you´ve been kicked out of church ;-)), for I´m from time to time even joining my village´s bible - rounds and enjoy the discussion *g*. Bardon´s works made a deep impression on me, right from the beginning, although I must admit, at first I was quite some times thinking "THAT could NOT really be true?!?" But even at the beginning of my work of IIH, some results absolutely fascinated me ... I remember doing some soul-mirror - work, and suddenly, while doing so, some sad feeling, that had me firmly in its grip, simply fell off me, while I was writing it down, with the thought "You don´t have to feel that way" ..I was so perplexed!! :-) ... amazing And, once again, I absolutely admire to have found such a group like that here :-) Gerda