Dear Amater_8, >> So I was thinking maybe this is the result of my old wish to see the invisible (either 'astral' or some energy that takes practice before you can see it) which is beginning to manifest. And my first associations with this kind of smoke is deep calmness, silence of mind, cold and passive space etc.. and before you comment, I know 'silence of mind' and 'association' shouldn't be put in same sentence ;) That is just feel I got from this smoke and I doubt I can go deeper and find out more so far. << Well, it sounds like your wish has been realized. :) What you describe is a subtle *physical* energy that's not normally perceived with human eyes. If it were an astral vision, it would communicate its meaning to you as part of the visual experience. I suggest then that you experiment with viewing different things while in that state. The subtle energetics of plants, for example, are fascinating. My best to you, :) Rawn Clark 23 Apr 2003 rawnclark@... rawn@... http://www.ABardonCompanion.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BardonPraxis http://E.webring.com/hub?ring=arionthebardonwe