Re: (unknown)

["amater_8" <izbezumljene_ovce@...>]

First of all, sorry for forgeting to write the subject, its something 
I usually do last..

> Uhhh . . . if you're practicing VOM, then you shouldn't be giving it
> *any* thought! ;-)

Well, it is *after* the excercize is over that I open my eyes..

> I suggest that the next time this occurs and distracts you from your
> VOM, that you play with the smoke-energy. See if you can 
manipulate,
> etc. Ask *it* what it is and see what kind of, if any, answer you
> perceive.
> 
I did tried to manipulate it before but it seemed pretty self 
willing. Its moves are gentle but yet fast and all it tends to do is 
to disappear to the right (another thing I noticed, its always moving 
towards right and I don't think it has anything to do with air 
currents in the room). This smoke-seeing condition appears only after 
long time spent in VOM and its easy to snap out of it, just like its 
easy to break the body relaxation. During that time my eyeballs have 
light feeling, like I'm using a different, more ethereal pair of 
eyes. (many of those details I couldn't remember at the time I was 
writing the first post) So I was thinking maybe this is the result of 
my old wish to see the invisible (either 'astral' or some energy that 
takes practice before you can see it) which is beginning to manifest.
And my first associations with this kind of smoke is deep calmness, 
silence of mind, cold and passive space etc.. and before you comment, 
I know 'silence of mind' and 'association' shouldn't be put in same 
sentence ;) That is just feel I got from this smoke and I doubt I 
can go deeper and find out more so far.