Newbie, >>>does this mean that something in me tries to also "sabotage" the pace of my progress by going through a loop (like the "buzz" of the other student), or should I accept this inner feeling, even if it implies some delays in my progress ?<<< It most certainly does! ;-) Perhaps you are "sabotaging" your progress because you are dissatisfied with it? The act of sabotage is not so useless. The work of IIH itself is quite a sabotage... transforming your character?! ;-) Loops are neat too. We can stay in them as long as we need to, and there are always "other" loops to hop into. It seems to me like you're itching to hop into a new loop! Just as Rawn remarked, you are blessed to have such direction. Have fun, will ya? :-) [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]