Many thanks to all for your help :-) Know what ? I've just discovered I had a gigantic library just inside me. NB, NB, know Thy Shelves. Hehe :-) To Paul : <<For example, "Choose your own Sun" could mean to choose your own source of inspiration and beauty, maybe encouraging you to choose the kind of life you want and to be more independent?>> This is *the* period of time in my life I'm reconsidering everything indeed, in all areas, even profession- and music-wise. To Vovin : <<It is always kind of scary when the time comes to stand on one's own two feet and let go of the supporting hand.>> In fact, I was not afraid about my butts (they are 50 old, anyway :-) but about the direction. I have a few tons of erroneous principles related to "follow-the-guide" type-of crap to unlearn further. The journey back will be rewarding. <<Thus the child's first steps towards Adulthood is as frightening as it is liberating!>> ...And liberating* is only the first name. I just discovered it can be also funny. Some internal feedbacks gave me the giggles. Can you imagine I have 50-old butts moving towards Adulthood ? Never too late :-) To Rawn : <<It sounds like you're on the right track. :) >> Hallelujah :-) Things may start to accelerate, now. << Assuming that you're not looking for an interpretation from us>> What a shame ! The idea didn't even cross my mind :-) Blessings to all. NB __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! SiteBuilder - Free web site building tool. Try it! http://webhosting.yahoo.com/ps/sb/