Re: Non-locality and the impregnation of food and drink

["Martin" <martin@...>]

Hi Mark,

Ha ha! You are totally right. I typed up and posted a question on 
the basis of a foolish whim - based on superficial and muddled 
thinking. Thank you to both you and Rawn for the metaphorical slap 
in the face which I needed (still need!)

I go through phases of finding it difficult to concentrate - I feel 
energy within me and I need to do something, but I don't know what 
or how. Then I have other phases of calmness (more frequent now, 
thank God). I am quite aware of a duality and I feel that although 
many aspects of my personality are unhelpful in terms of further 
development, I am struggling to let go of old, deeply-rooted habits. 
Some times it is as if I am observing parts of my consciousness from 
a distance and I see many many faults, but feel stuck with them, 
trapped with these tumourous negative traits while a "higher" 
consciousness is patiently waiting for the space in which to expand.
I have experienced a few ocassions when I just didn't know who I was.

Strange.

Martin